Sad

Right now I am sad. But that is OK. I just have to think about all those things I wrote about that make me happy. Actually, fuck that. I'm going to think about some new things that make me happy.

1. I like when other people besides me have permanent eye shadow around their eyes.

2. I like tubing on the Russian River. And the Farmington River. But, more recently, the Russian River.

3. I like the Tut Cuvee from Iron Horse Vineyards, especially when sampling it with friends who are happy to be alive.

4. I like this glass of wine I'm drinking.

5. I like this boy.

5. I like being a good baker.

6. I'm going to Ikea this week to get the final touches for me new apartment, like shelves for the bathroom.

7. I like when people at my Berkeley orientation say 'Tele-Bears' because, even though I know they mean the online class registration thingy, I imagine all these little teddy bears with TVs on their bellies dancing around.

8. I like when babies are dressed as animals. Watch out, Tatiana. Your daughter won't be safe!!! I'll make her a Tele-Bear!!!

9. I like that it's OK to be sad sometimes.

Goodnight all.